Rainy day....

 My forever Beloved:

今日はごめんなさい。

I just want to run away from you, forget your sympathy.
It's shameful. The truth is everything about you is so painful. 

I feel so stupid picking your calls once and again, listening to you, meanwhile I try to do not cry.

Don't you know how painful is hearing your voice??

Are you Bipolar??　or you just like playing around?

最初、”Me, the one you love won't come back" その後"you reminds my sister" "like a mother"

最後に”愛してます”　つらいと思わないの？

I'm sorry, If I hurt you saying No to you.....

My dear beloved you know, that I love you unchangingly.

Even though you know that, You asked me to be friends,It was so painful, i hate you at that moment..

友達？I'm sorry, 考えさせて下さい.

To be your friend, i have to move on first, clear my mind, forget the hard times.

Whatever happens I want to be there for you.

If you need a friend...I will make my best to think about you in that way....But not now.

Someday...later.

Now on, I just  want to live my life looking at that same scenery over and over, 

Loveless