January 24, 2011

Make me be

Whatever I'm doing I just let it behind, I had to take time and write, so that, someday you can read it.
Today is an special day for you,
"Is there something you wish?" 
 "No, nothing" 
I asked you one more time, "Kind word”

I honestly felt I wanted to cry.....
Como puede existar tal inmensa, calida & acogedor ser humano? I wondered.

Beloved, make me run to you, make me drop my books and run to you, let me send my daily boring day to the hell and just run and run to the place in which you are.
you can ask whatever, 
and I could do whatever,
the possible and impossible just in a try to make your day, 
Why don't you say those words?...

My forever you, my forever me in you...
聞かせて下さい.


LOVELESS

January 19, 2011

Necessity



Beloved, to you, My forever Beloved:

I have to say this to you
Just when I thought I said all I can say, asi que aqui lo escribire~
Here is my confession, 

Que significas para mi?, What's all about you?

The truth is that, I'm so damn obsess with you....
No puedo pensar en nada que no seas tu.
Todo carece de importancia a eception de ti.
Beloved, I'm just looking at you, as always, there is nothing I wish more than than you.


However, even though you are next to me, even if you say you love me, Why this is not enough?


Even though I want you to this point, it is not about you...it is about what you mean for me!

Sitting here stuck on stupidly trying to figure out, how to talk to you without talking.
When, what, and how let it come out of my mouth?
That image....
The image of yours...the perfect image of yours that I love this much,
I love missing you, I love extending my hands trying to reach you without getting you.

My beloved one, I want you so badly, 
but, I want you to be the way I want you to~, 
I'm so gone and I don't know what to do to make you part of what I want.
You, 
changing, Please change, and become the piece missed on my chess game.

Beloved, Beloved, Beloved ~ 
Here is time, as long as you want.
I swear I ll wait for you..No matter how long...

Be as I wish you to be, Be the perfect image I have of you, Be mine.


LOVELESS

January 15, 2011

Blues



No habia color cuando nos conocimos por primera vez, sin embargo, there was something,
un intangible lazo, que sin saber como explicarlo, necesite de ti , mas y mas.

The unforgiving autumn, which forcefully traces le han dado color a esta escenografia en la que nos encontramos, 
ahora que ya ha llegado el invierno, your cool fingers still beckon me, ya no hay lugar donde huir, 
aun si ubiera donde correr, I won't. I don't want to.

You tenderly me abrazas, y es ahi donde, el resto del mundo pasa a segundo plano.

 I search for a single form of love, esta forma, que hemos creado, esta eterna, and unbreakable form.

If I can, I want to end while un velo de silencio, calidez nos cubra, this like
Together, concealed.... you and I.

Don't leave me alone, sigue aqui, dandole brillo y color daily, pues cada dia necesito de tu presencia aqui.
Stay
Stay,
Aun si no puedo alcanzar tu corazon, quiero tocar tus labios, with a tender, passionate, yet cowardly kiss

LOVELESS

January 14, 2011

ああ~

このままいけばニコニコでききるわけないでしょ~
はーーーあ