Necessity

Beloved, to you, My forever Beloved:

I have to say this to you
Just when I thought I said all I can say, asi que aqui lo escribire~

Here is my confession, 

Que significas para mi?, What's all about you?

The truth is that, I'm so damn obsess with you....

No puedo pensar en nada que no seas tu.

Todo carece de importancia a eception de ti.

Beloved, I'm just looking at you, as always, there is nothing I wish more than than you.

However, even though you are next to me, even if you say you love me, Why this is not enough?

Even though I want you to this point, it is not about you...it is about what you mean for me!

Sitting here stuck on stupidly trying to figure out, how to talk to you without talking.
When, what, and how let it come out of my mouth?

That image....

The image of yours...the perfect image of yours that I love this much,

I love missing you, I love extending my hands trying to reach you without getting you.

My beloved one, I want you so badly, 

but, I want you to be the way I want you to~, 

I'm so gone and I don't know what to do to make you part of what I want.

You, 

changing, Please change, and become the piece missed on my chess game.

Beloved, Beloved, Beloved ~ 

Here is time, as long as you want.

I swear I ll wait for you..No matter how long...

Be as I wish you to be, Be the perfect image I have of you, Be mine.

LOVELESS