You, the person I love the most...

To my forever Beloved:




Someday, Please take my hand again....


I'm so lonely that I could die, and your voice still echoes inside my heart.
Even though I loved you, I said good bye
From now on I must go alone...

My dear Beloved, To tell the truth, It hurts, it's painful like hell  and now without you, I'm lonely.
However, I want to pretend to be strong..
Last night while you were sleeping, I could understand your feelings; 
July twenty-four, Do you remember?  
The day we met for the first time 
My  heart was beating so much that I couldn't say talked.I looked down embarrassedly, while you tried to introduce any topic to start a conversation.


Since that day...
Every day was just perfect because you were there, far away but with me.
I was happy 
I am happy....


私の大切Beloved.
Until the day we can laugh again, Let's not see each other.
I will wait for you until the day you love me again.
Goodbye お元気でいて下さい。
I won't forget you, never ever.
あなたに私が見えなくても 変わらず、I will look only at you.
Even if you can't see me. Even if you holds another person's hands.
I'll keep loving you without fail.
約束ですよ！


~Loveless~

Ever Ever After.....

My Dear Beloved:

Did you have a good day?

Loveless

I will love you.....

Ever, Ever After...

Is it THAT Easy....?

Beloved:

How can you be so cruel?


Am I  easy for you?
All I say is so easy for you, that you barely care to think about them?
Is everything THAT easy for you???
Why you act nice and play to the one who is suffering, when you know you are not.
Once and again, wait for you to make up your mind, I was betrayed again

I may be stupid in love with you, but I'm not going to accept everything as before...

Will you eventually make up your mind?
If I'm nothing that you care about ...just stop with your game me and leave me alone.
My dear Beloved....I really don't know what to do...


Loveless

Tarde - Sin danos a terceros.

Beloved:

I'm getting crazy for hearing about you, what is your everyday like?

Do you ever think about me?

My Dear Beloved, I'm working on this song... It makes me think about you, as every little thing I do.

It is called Tarde, in English "Late"

Days became longer for me....I'm still waiting for your final answer.

Just don't be too "Late"

あなただけのためのSong

Beloved:
How are you today?

I started playing the piano again.
I guess I desperately need to get you out of my mind, before I go crazy.

You know?, I always dreamed for somebody to write a song for me, but instead of receiving it , I will write one for you.
I'm not really good 'cause I haven't play the piano since I was in primary school. However I will make my best to create a song for my Etoile.
Someday, please listen it.

I’m always praying for you

Loveless

Another day has passed

Beloved:


Today seems sadder than other days...
"I miss you....", "I need you"  Now I can't say those words any more 
Even though I dial your number ten thousands, I won't make a call...No matter how many time i think about it,
My dear Beloved...
you know?
Time ago, I used to think: "What if he is just messing with me, Would it be OK If I just don't care,If this is the only way I can see him, I guess it's enough, isn't it?" 


I don't think in the same way so, I wonder If I've change after all~


Another day has passed, I'm waiting for your last answer....I'm afraid and nervous
But I'm sure that I can bear it in some way.


I will pray for you.

これから。。。どうすればいいかしら～

Beloved

Test is over.
Serious studies are also over for a while.
Time to think,, over and over again...not only about you, but about me as well.

you know?, Tomorrow I'm going to the beach!!
Wake up early, do some exercise, drink my every morning cup of Whittard of Chelsea Tea.
(I still like this tea, even though it always make me think about you).

I want to scream I hate you even though I 'm stupidly in love with you, Just because I m so hurt and so angry..


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Kudai - Tal Vez (Video Oficial) "HQ"

Hablame:

Talk to me, Even though I can't listen
Look at me,  Even though you can't see me

Cuz I'm feeling you
Living just for you.....

Talk to me, don't ignored me... please talk to me

昔。。昔～

Beloved:






Once upon a time, a couple of boy and girl met..

When their eyes met, The girl felt afraid and shy that he barely talked
At that moment the boy thought, "How cute.." 

Soon both of them fell in love, they strongly believe that it was their destiny to be together.

Night talking, uncountable words, 
wrapped into one space, a space only for them, she used to said Mr " I love you the most"

Oh Mr,your silence and innocence....

Moon and sun goes by, love words have come
Feeling relaxed.. Ms and Mr are not together anymore...

That day was fulfill with love
Now, Mr and Ms are in different places, 


Are they watching the full moon once in a while?

Sometimes heartbeats and passions approached
Mr, tell me the meaning of your heart, tell me why it can be open for me?
Did you really close your heart?, for me..nothing left?
Oh Mr... would it be like this forever?
Didn't you make  lots of promises for me?
Mr, Do not make promise, do not make a promise... 


Mr, I still love you..


Would you tell me why?

Are you doing well?

 




Beloved:

How are you doing today?

Yesterday, I enjoyed a nice Night' view at Odaiba Sea Side Park. It was relaxing and I could forget for few seconds about you.
Few seconds in which i didn't think, but just look at the sea.
While i was coming back home I thought it may be a nice place to go...If there is any possibility
I want to go with you, someday.

Would you sit next to me contemplating the sea?

This is my last day to review some of the contents for tomorrow's test.

You know? I wonder if you ever ask yourself about me...Something like "Is she doing ok?"

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Remembering...

Beloved










楽しかった時はずっと Heartの中で生きてます。

Memories

Tokyo Bay-Sea's View






Beloved:

One need not be a chamber to be haunted;

  One need not be a house; 

  The brain has corridors surpassing

                                                                  Material place

                                                                           Time and Eternity





I want to make thousands of memories with you... Don't want to forget anything..
If I forget...I will die.

I have dreamed countless time about me taking your head into my hands,
you stayed still and I could contemplate your face, every single detail of the face of the person I love the most.
See into your eyes for 30 second or a minute even more an hour, 2 hours~
Make a clear picture and keep it inside my mind to do not forget.

My beloved person, Please let me keep creating memories of you

Memories

Beloved




It has been a long day, many things to do, many things to study, a bunch of new things to learn.
That is quite interesting of living in a new city. Everything is new.
Nobody knows you, and you don't know anybody.

I wonder, how are you doing?
Tired day for me? was it the same for you?
I hope you are doing just fine.

I will make my best to get used to my new life in here, after that I will definitely grab a train to see you.

On Happiness

Beloved






One person call Dumas said once 

"There is neither happiness nor misery in the world; there is only the comparison of one state to another, nothing more. He who has felt the deepest grief is best able to experience supreme happiness. We must have felt what it is to die, that we may appreciate the enjoyments of life"

Happiness is the enjoyments of life, and I have nothing more than happiness when I am with you.
Fightings, or arguing about many things and nothing at the same time. Even those memories are part of happiness.


Thanks for yesterday's memories, for today's ones. I want to thank you until the last day.


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