El clima del otono esta cambiando, a solo 3 semanas del invierno

Because It is about you, It hurts
Because I was happy, I definetly WON'T forget not even a piece of memories.
Because I love you... I don't regret anything.
Because it is about you, Thanks

Feeling loneliness, being in pain - maybe it is not that bad, So, これからこのままで～

Even in cold rainy or sunny days
Keep smiling,
Keep being happy,
If I can see you, even from far away, それで十分です。
I'm praying for u.

心配しないように、じゃまにならないように
Somehow, I will move on, until one day, it's not gonna hurt anymore.

もうすぐ～眠りたい

I can't help it, behind those trying-to-be strong 実は、淋しいよ
淋しくて死にそうなくらいで、I start looking at the white wall in front of me....wondering
about the meaning of things..意味あるかしら～
今夜 I wish i was not able to think, about anything, just be.. just nothing.


寝る前に何考えているって聞かれたら、”やっぱり、今夜死にたいです”


幸せでしたのに、why does it need to be ended? 
I feel so miserable crying now, because of the pain, なぜこんなに辛いの？
Just as I thought, I am lonely...
There is so many people walking and smiling outside but I feel so fucking lonely. 
I wanna be as happy as they are??

Today, let me die...
Tomorrow, I will keep on
Keep on~ because I don't wanna forget anything, not even a piece of memories, 

Until we meet again....

Because I....

I'm taking my drawing book, my I-pod and some colors..

Sit there, until the train stop in an station I have never seen before,

I'm remembering the time when we became close

Let's meet inside this dream, I want you hold me gently and don't let me wake up

I want to hear your voice.....once and again, and again, and one thousand of times.

Everyday you become so dear to me...and this memories become more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else.

This feelings is becoming like a drug in my tired life..

holding your hand, walking through the people on the street. I can go anywhere if it's with you , and look at your eyes that are looking at me, I love my image in you.

I'm running away tomorrow, to have the whole world for me...

I will take you on my memories, this time...

but next time, I wanna run with you.

Loveless

このままでEndlessly

While taking that cold hand, there was nothing but peace inside my heart.

I look at that special person in front of me,

That person, a person just for me.

I wanted that person; I want you to tell me what I can do for you to be mine.

So that I can always see your smile.

If extend my hand and reach yours, My dear you, I definitely won't let you go.

You all assume

She said to me:
Not all RIGHT are TRUE, which is same as, not all TRUE are RIGHT...

I consider it and stop what i was doing and focus on that statement
"Your hands today are so cold" ~
-It is cold outside~
"Che gelida manina, se la lasci riscaldar"


"It feels RIGHT but, this is not TRUE......"
"Its TRUE, this is true... but its not RIGHT"

ガンツの夢見た！！！

Crazy dream yesterday... dreamed Gantz!!

Forgetting about the nice suit we were wearing.....and the weapons we hold.

I prefer remember one conversation before fighting against the Buddha super powerful statue.

"I want to posses every scrap of your mind, so utterly you never look away from me"

-"you can't be serious"

"I'm deadly serious"

Still feel like just waking up, the breath came fast and haphazard, those sinful words were blinding, deafening...

"Did you know?" - I can't just stand and look... at you"-

-"why"

"Don' you know why?

The dream ended, i woke up with fear and a beating heart....

Look at the dark roof over me....and move my lips articulating an answer.

"It is because I would never be enough"