Time went by, and I couldn't notice it.

It was suddenly....
You will probably never think of me at all....It is fine.
And I know we have no memories, it is fine.
In the end only my tears will fall.

I stay, you walk away
I run, wondering why I was running.
I stand there hiding, watching you.
You can't see that I'm there, can't you?
Have I become just like the wind you just fly right through?
                                                                
 Thanks.




  Loveless.

....(puntos suspensivos)

Today I was thinking about the meaning of the word egoist

According to the dictionary it said...egoist is "a person who is self-centered or selfish"

I just started thinking about it...

I just remember that time ago I read a passage which says: "One should be honest, just, benevolent etc., because those virtues serve one's self-interest, practicing those virtues with a  reason other than self-interest is not egoistic"

for example:

"I open a supermarket thinking "mm, im gonna get money from this"

people come, and buy the products im selling, they use it and satisfied their necessities.

on the other hand I'm happy cuz im getting the money i want"

Some may said "ohh she is thinking about her own interest"- getting the money.

but am I the only one happy with this?

what about the people who buy my products, aren't they satisfying their also own necessities?

aren't they egoist too?

Well my point is....Egoist might counter with the assertion that furthering the ends of others is sometimes the best means of furthering one's own ends.

If being honest with one self is being egoist, well, I must say , an egoist person,I am. 

As long as... I....

Let me be egoist about you.

just like this.....

へ:

Hello, hello, where are you?
In my searching hands, suddenly I got yours

Flower petals emotions.

It seems to have been touched by you.

Our dreamy 関係is a light, gentle spring colour that we want to never change.

Even though tomorrow is another day, a new world, I don’t know about it.

Would you be in that world for me tomorrow too?

This song definitely reminds me of you.

Night,etoile, Night~

Won't feel it?, that feeling that exceed your limits. Loving, won't feel it anymore?
Time to stop the tireless endless night.
Could this point be enough if that is all what we get~
Every time one step back.



I'm taking one step back.

You Raise Me Up

This song always make me think of you.

同じ～

Daily life is so boring in a world without you.

Wake up and see the white roof over me, stare at it until deciding to get up or not.

Take a shower, if it is too warm it will make me sleep again, so, i prefer a little bit cold during the morning.

Eat, sitting at the same place everyday. Turn on the TV watch the news, また誰かどこに傷ついています。

Open the curtains, same view

People walk outside仕事いってるかな～学校？どこへ行きますか～

ああ～もうすぐ。。。

私も出かけないと、

I start walking outside like the rest of the people, take the train.

着きました。

"おはよう、おはよう、おはよう”～

Stare to the front again....

聞く、聞く、聞く

ねぇ～Beloved, Life is so bore without you...

いつ変わるかしら

PD.：ゴーギャン、覚えてるかな～

Next~

Beloved? Beloved, 

Where are you? Are you smiling today........

This feeling will probably be gone tomorrow

I'm sorry for not having time to write,

I don't know if you are reading this or not...

However nothing has changed, I keep waking up everyday thinking about you.

Deeply jealous I remember you,

Wondering, Who is standing next to you?, who are you talking to?

I'm so jealous tonight...

Beloved, I'm always looking at you, as always...

Are you looking at me?

                                                  Loveless

Wish you were here.....

Beloved

最近いろいろがあって淋しいですね～
Even more than before,  I want to sleep holding you.
Even more than ever I wish I could  escape and run to you...
Want to change this lonely feelings for pleasant memories....


Like when the two of us met....
Beloved, are you smiling today?






                                                                　 Loveless

もう一回あなたに 会えるように

My dear Beloved:

Before you know it, We will be together.
Before you realize it, I will hold your hand, and walk next to you, without worrying for the next day.

Because you mean so much to me, I want to keep looking only at you.

Because I love you so, I’ll keep waiting for you.


Today, I pass by so many couples holding each other’s shoulders, and for the first time I didn't feel envy.
As I wait for you, I will place those thoughts in a deep inside my heart to don't feel sad.

For smiles likes the ones I look in our pictures, For hearing words about future, For those promises, the ones you kept, and the ones you broke as well, For seconds in which nothing else matters but you..

For moments like those, even though I feel sad and lonely many times.

I have to be stronger... 

People said "No matter how much sadness you bear, Someday, you will be rewarded" .

My forever Beloved....are you smiling at this very moment?

Loveless