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Dronwing

13:35 min

Heart beating as far as never before,

It is difficult to breath

My legs feel numb,

And I can barely write because my hands are trembling,

So painful

No, wait is not like painful; it is more like suffocating,

Like when you are swimming and suddenly you realized that you need to breath again, but there is nothing but water around..

That suffocation which last not minutes but hours….

14:45

Please, Please, Please.

15:20

Did you just leave me behind just because….

I think I’m going to die….If I can’t calm myself down…

Forgetting about the time…..

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Only, as long as I have you. I don't need my life or anything else,

    as long as that person smile for me.
     お祈りします・




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Donde todo parece estar bien

Life sucks...hold on not life...my life...This sucks...However meanwhile there is a reason to go trough I wanna keep on.
You idiot!-
Ok- got it
I know I'm a fool, No need for you to remind it for me.
Sorry, for not being perfect as you are.
Tanto te enfado que te comparara conmigo?
This low-pro st, this is me, lamento no ser igual de inteligente como usted senor.
Que atrevido de mi parte ponerle al mismo nivel que yo!!
I'm sorry.
Lamento preguntar cada vez que tengo dudas, haha que atrevido de mi parte pensar que podria estar a su nivel.
Even though it hurts, I'm gonna stand up.
Nothing you said is gonna bring me down....Cuz i wanna keep walking~
Cuz todavia existen muchas razones..

1, 2,3, Counting, 1, 2, 3 .... make the most of it...

Hasta el numero 10.....

Loveless

Billy Paul - Me & Mrs Jones

Limitless dream

A feeling I knew for the first time, something which has flooded my vision,

I can't look at that sacred image of you again, without making my heart stopping

I'm just looking at you, however the more I stare at you the more I want you to be mine.

It seemed there was nothing to fear at all, but I barely can move because I m afraid.

Today,I prayed for you....怖いことなんて何もないと思っていました、imagine your silhouette everywhere inside the hall.

That made me feel sentimental.

The loneliness that seemed crippling.
Let's love each other in a paradise painted with the colors we decide.

Let me choose peach cream for you, while I will take the beige one

Warm colors to make our world full of warmth.
Because whether it is shivering night or freezing morning, in our perfect world, there is nothing but a pleasant space.

An exasperating kind of.........

I was (Versión Acústica)

I wish I was.....

El clima del otono esta cambiando, a solo 3 semanas del invierno

Because It is about you, It hurts
Because I was happy, I definetly WON'T forget not even a piece of memories.
Because I love you... I don't regret anything.
Because it is about you, Thanks

Feeling loneliness, being in pain - maybe it is not that bad, So, これからこのままで～

Even in cold rainy or sunny days
Keep smiling,
Keep being happy,
If I can see you, even from far away, それで十分です。
I'm praying for u.

心配しないように、じゃまにならないように
Somehow, I will move on, until one day, it's not gonna hurt anymore.

もうすぐ～眠りたい

I can't help it, behind those trying-to-be strong 実は、淋しいよ
淋しくて死にそうなくらいで、I start looking at the white wall in front of me....wondering
about the meaning of things..意味あるかしら～
今夜 I wish i was not able to think, about anything, just be.. just nothing.


寝る前に何考えているって聞かれたら、”やっぱり、今夜死にたいです”


幸せでしたのに、why does it need to be ended? 
I feel so miserable crying now, because of the pain, なぜこんなに辛いの？
Just as I thought, I am lonely...
There is so many people walking and smiling outside but I feel so fucking lonely. 
I wanna be as happy as they are??

Today, let me die...
Tomorrow, I will keep on
Keep on~ because I don't wanna forget anything, not even a piece of memories, 

Until we meet again....

Because I....

I'm taking my drawing book, my I-pod and some colors..

Sit there, until the train stop in an station I have never seen before,

I'm remembering the time when we became close

Let's meet inside this dream, I want you hold me gently and don't let me wake up

I want to hear your voice.....once and again, and again, and one thousand of times.

Everyday you become so dear to me...and this memories become more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else.

This feelings is becoming like a drug in my tired life..

holding your hand, walking through the people on the street. I can go anywhere if it's with you , and look at your eyes that are looking at me, I love my image in you.

I'm running away tomorrow, to have the whole world for me...

I will take you on my memories, this time...

but next time, I wanna run with you.

Loveless

このままでEndlessly

While taking that cold hand, there was nothing but peace inside my heart.

I look at that special person in front of me,

That person, a person just for me.

I wanted that person; I want you to tell me what I can do for you to be mine.

So that I can always see your smile.

If extend my hand and reach yours, My dear you, I definitely won't let you go.

You all assume

She said to me:
Not all RIGHT are TRUE, which is same as, not all TRUE are RIGHT...

I consider it and stop what i was doing and focus on that statement
"Your hands today are so cold" ~
-It is cold outside~
"Che gelida manina, se la lasci riscaldar"


"It feels RIGHT but, this is not TRUE......"
"Its TRUE, this is true... but its not RIGHT"

ガンツの夢見た！！！

Crazy dream yesterday... dreamed Gantz!!

Forgetting about the nice suit we were wearing.....and the weapons we hold.

I prefer remember one conversation before fighting against the Buddha super powerful statue.

"I want to posses every scrap of your mind, so utterly you never look away from me"

-"you can't be serious"

"I'm deadly serious"

Still feel like just waking up, the breath came fast and haphazard, those sinful words were blinding, deafening...

"Did you know?" - I can't just stand and look... at you"-

-"why"

"Don' you know why?

The dream ended, i woke up with fear and a beating heart....

Look at the dark roof over me....and move my lips articulating an answer.

"It is because I would never be enough"

Time went by, and I couldn't notice it.

It was suddenly....
You will probably never think of me at all....It is fine.
And I know we have no memories, it is fine.
In the end only my tears will fall.

I stay, you walk away
I run, wondering why I was running.
I stand there hiding, watching you.
You can't see that I'm there, can't you?
Have I become just like the wind you just fly right through?
                                                                
 Thanks.




  Loveless.

....(puntos suspensivos)

Today I was thinking about the meaning of the word egoist

According to the dictionary it said...egoist is "a person who is self-centered or selfish"

I just started thinking about it...

I just remember that time ago I read a passage which says: "One should be honest, just, benevolent etc., because those virtues serve one's self-interest, practicing those virtues with a  reason other than self-interest is not egoistic"

for example:

"I open a supermarket thinking "mm, im gonna get money from this"

people come, and buy the products im selling, they use it and satisfied their necessities.

on the other hand I'm happy cuz im getting the money i want"

Some may said "ohh she is thinking about her own interest"- getting the money.

but am I the only one happy with this?

what about the people who buy my products, aren't they satisfying their also own necessities?

aren't they egoist too?

Well my point is....Egoist might counter with the assertion that furthering the ends of others is sometimes the best means of furthering one's own ends.

If being honest with one self is being egoist, well, I must say , an egoist person,I am. 

As long as... I....

Let me be egoist about you.

just like this.....

へ:

Hello, hello, where are you?
In my searching hands, suddenly I got yours

Flower petals emotions.

It seems to have been touched by you.

Our dreamy 関係is a light, gentle spring colour that we want to never change.

Even though tomorrow is another day, a new world, I don’t know about it.

Would you be in that world for me tomorrow too?

This song definitely reminds me of you.

Night,etoile, Night~

Won't feel it?, that feeling that exceed your limits. Loving, won't feel it anymore?
Time to stop the tireless endless night.
Could this point be enough if that is all what we get~
Every time one step back.



I'm taking one step back.

You Raise Me Up

This song always make me think of you.

同じ～

Daily life is so boring in a world without you.

Wake up and see the white roof over me, stare at it until deciding to get up or not.

Take a shower, if it is too warm it will make me sleep again, so, i prefer a little bit cold during the morning.

Eat, sitting at the same place everyday. Turn on the TV watch the news, また誰かどこに傷ついています。

Open the curtains, same view

People walk outside仕事いってるかな～学校？どこへ行きますか～

ああ～もうすぐ。。。

私も出かけないと、

I start walking outside like the rest of the people, take the train.

着きました。

"おはよう、おはよう、おはよう”～

Stare to the front again....

聞く、聞く、聞く

ねぇ～Beloved, Life is so bore without you...

いつ変わるかしら

PD.：ゴーギャン、覚えてるかな～

Next~

Beloved? Beloved, 

Where are you? Are you smiling today........

This feeling will probably be gone tomorrow

I'm sorry for not having time to write,

I don't know if you are reading this or not...

However nothing has changed, I keep waking up everyday thinking about you.

Deeply jealous I remember you,

Wondering, Who is standing next to you?, who are you talking to?

I'm so jealous tonight...

Beloved, I'm always looking at you, as always...

Are you looking at me?

                                                  Loveless

Wish you were here.....

Beloved

最近いろいろがあって淋しいですね～
Even more than before,  I want to sleep holding you.
Even more than ever I wish I could  escape and run to you...
Want to change this lonely feelings for pleasant memories....


Like when the two of us met....
Beloved, are you smiling today?






                                                                　 Loveless

もう一回あなたに 会えるように

My dear Beloved:

Before you know it, We will be together.
Before you realize it, I will hold your hand, and walk next to you, without worrying for the next day.

Because you mean so much to me, I want to keep looking only at you.

Because I love you so, I’ll keep waiting for you.


Today, I pass by so many couples holding each other’s shoulders, and for the first time I didn't feel envy.
As I wait for you, I will place those thoughts in a deep inside my heart to don't feel sad.

For smiles likes the ones I look in our pictures, For hearing words about future, For those promises, the ones you kept, and the ones you broke as well, For seconds in which nothing else matters but you..

For moments like those, even though I feel sad and lonely many times.

I have to be stronger... 

People said "No matter how much sadness you bear, Someday, you will be rewarded" .

My forever Beloved....are you smiling at this very moment?

Loveless

何も変わらないのに

Hello…
my dear Beloved, 


What are you're looking at?


Today, Your words become no more than words, and  your face seem expressionless.
I wonder why don't you answer my questions?
You keep in silence.... I don’t need your sympathy
I like, i like , i like everything of you.
I'm so attracted to you,to the danger of drowning.


See you, look at you...Even I understand the disadvantage of being there...
                I have just become blind...
                I still rely on you.... even though...you

                                                    Loveless

Let Go of My Hand with lyrics

Tu, la persona a quien mas quiero!

A la persona a quien mas quiero へ:

Como estas el dia de hoy?

Apesar de que es un dia frio, esta calido tu corazon hoy?

Me dices que te quedaras conmigo para toda la vida, 
dices que me quieres, que no y otra vez si. Yo te creo todo, incluso aquello que me hiere.
Me pregunte esta noche~ Si camino hacia donde tu estas, es el cielo? 

Aunque me tú me mientes en la cara. Quiero cegarme con tus palabras y creer en esa pequena esperanza.

Mi mundo se ilumina cada dia solo porque tu estas en el.
Cuando me dices "Estas bien?" o "pense en ti" o quizas tan solo me llamas por mi nombre.
siento que eso es todo lo que necesito
Quiero tomar tu mano, aunque sea mentira me haces sentir viva.
aunque esta esperanza no sea real, siento que respiro

Mientes tan bien, que he llegado a sonar por repetidas noches que estas junto a mi.

Un sueno tan real del cual no quisiera despertar jamas.

Es acaso que dentro de los suenos el mundo es aun mas feliz que en la realidad?

Tu, la persona mas especial para mi en este mundo, toma mi mano, corre conmigo.

Lejos, muy lejos, corre junto a mi a aquel lugar donde comenzo este sueno.

Mi persona amada, permiteme seguir mirando en direccion hacia ti.

Believe...I will be always there looking at you.

My forever beloved:


How are you?, I had stopped writing to you for a while. I'm sorry.
Let's talk tonight...


I want you to hear everything that I have to say, even though one night isn't enough to hear it all.
In our hearts, there should be nothing which we can't tell each other. 
In my head there is so, so much, but in one word everything is about "YOU"


I want to see you, sleep in your shoulder.
What do you want me to do.... Where shall I go tomorrow? 
If you want me besides you, I'll go anywhere...

My dear Beloved, I've gotten used to the meaning of happiness, just by being next to you.
I can't see any other way.....any other person but you....
Without thinking about anything else.

I will run to you, even from this place away from you, I want to run and see your lively smile.

contemplating your expression while you do what you love the most...

Seeing you.....

To see you....

I will run to you....

My forever beloved...

Beloved:


It is official I want you to be with me....
There is nobody who can take your place.
No matter what...

Accept me one more time.....

Beloved, I miss you.

My Dear and Forever Beloved:

Are you doing well today?

I hope you’re having a day without hard moments.

After our last conversation, Does your heart today feel the same way my does?

Yesterday I dreamed of you, I was there standing and you were there beside me.

We hold hands and walk along through the lake in front of us. Our feet walk at the same time.

and the sound of nature surrounded us.

My dear Beloved, Pucon, you and I.

Here's my song for you today...

It is Called "Vuelvo"=Eng (Came back)

Mejoraste eternidad
Y olvidaste mi realidad

Hoy ya no puedo
Creer en ti és algo tóxico
Pero borrarte de mi mente
És más difícil que existir

Renunciaste al porvenir
Me mataste y reviví

Hoy ya no puedo
Creer en ti és algo tóxico
Pero borrarte de mi mente
És más difícil que existir
Y ya no puedo resistir

Vuelvo a encontrarme
En el mismo lugar
Donde inició
Con mi guitarra
Y una lágrima
Que se secó
Vuelvo a encontrarme
En el mismo lugar
Donde inició
Con mi guitarra
Y una lágrima

Proclamaste rivalidad
Y encontraste en mi hostilidad