Another day has passed

Beloved:


Today seems sadder than other days...
"I miss you....", "I need you"  Now I can't say those words any more 
Even though I dial your number ten thousands, I won't make a call...No matter how many time i think about it,
My dear Beloved...
you know?
Time ago, I used to think: "What if he is just messing with me, Would it be OK If I just don't care,If this is the only way I can see him, I guess it's enough, isn't it?" 


I don't think in the same way so, I wonder If I've change after all~


Another day has passed, I'm waiting for your last answer....I'm afraid and nervous
But I'm sure that I can bear it in some way.


I will pray for you.