To My Forever Beloved.
We are walking different roads now, but sometimes,I still want to run to you....
I cried miserably `cause I tried to forget about us, but I still think about it.
The sun is shine and there are people who worry more about me, as you never had.
The sun is shine and there are people who worry more about me, as you never had.
you, you, damn you...I need to know about you, how are you, what are u doing?
Last time I was right next to you crying like a baby
Sometimes I dream about it, imagining you and me together.
You lie to me once and again, but I'm still your puppy.
Every time you said something sweet to me, there I go with the tail between the legs.
Will you pet me?
なでなでしてもらえないでしょうか?
I'm staring at the phone that doesn't ring
Oh my god, I'm so fucking lonely with you?
I'm praying for your happiness. I know that i can't return
Loveless.
This song is called "Al final" "At the end..."
Cuantas veces intente alejarme de tu red.
muchas mas de las que yo recuerdo
blanco viste tu obsesión
negro es tu corazón
encademas mi absoluta libertad
Me envenenas de placer
diluyendo tu traición
y me creo fuera de peligro
tengo ganas de vivir
luego me quiero morir
mi equilibrio tambalea en un circo fatal
*Porque al final el dolor sera vital
Porque al final el dolor sera vitalidad
A mi lado siempre estas acechando mi afliccion
lista para atormentar mi calma
me desvias cuando voy al encuentro con mi ser
y otra vez destruyes la esperanza de llegar
de salvarme y escapar
Condenaste mi existir
recluido en la ciudad
venerandome como un pagano
sepultado sin soñar
muchas mas de las que yo recuerdo
blanco viste tu obsesión
negro es tu corazón
encademas mi absoluta libertad
Me envenenas de placer
diluyendo tu traición
y me creo fuera de peligro
tengo ganas de vivir
luego me quiero morir
mi equilibrio tambalea en un circo fatal
*Porque al final el dolor sera vital
Porque al final el dolor sera vitalidad
A mi lado siempre estas acechando mi afliccion
lista para atormentar mi calma
me desvias cuando voy al encuentro con mi ser
y otra vez destruyes la esperanza de llegar
de salvarme y escapar
Condenaste mi existir
recluido en la ciudad
venerandome como un pagano
sepultado sin soñar


Etoile,
ReplyDeleteI understand what you are going through at this stage and whatever that's going on in your life (from this blog) Everyone been hurt before. Everyone been through hearbreak at least once in their lifetime. For me, I've been through this many times and it is not because I am promiscuous or anything like that. If the person is not meant to be yours, it will always be that way. You've been through this person and you know how she is. Even if you guys got back together, how much trust can there be between you guys? The unhappiness will overweigh the happiness that you guys may have especially if your being hurt constantly by your another half. Would you like to be with someone who hurts you?
Memories are meant to be memories and not to return in reality. Smile whenever you think of the memories. Thank God because it happened and make you a stronger person.
Care about those who care about you and not those whom you care, yet didn't give a sh*t about it.
Love, Mademoiselle
My dear mademoiselle...
ReplyDeleteThanks for being there for me...