Crazy afternoon...

My Beloved, far and distant Beloved






I'm just studying today,
じつは、Trying to...
According to this week schedule I must take JPLT and TOEIC one more time as a general examination.
Ahhh I started to hate TOEIC!! I hate studying for the same test you wanted to pass!! 
It brings me sooo many memories about you...
You, and your "I will improve my English and someday I will take 700pts"..
Do you remember?
You used to do a lot for me, and I'm not good at anything but languages.
Ahh, I always wanted to teach you....
Maybe during those precious days I should have done it, instead of concentrating in my own learning.
My Dear Beloved, I wanted to hear your voice, again and again, so I'd tried to call you. As I expected, you didn'tt take my call...